Wondering
Ah, it’s one of those times again…just wondering about this and that.
Do you ever get those moments, you know when you just sit and ask yourself a million pointless questions?
Yea, that is me now. Just sitting here and wondering…what if?…what now?…why was that like that?…is there any point?…
I fill like I need a brake, but than again a brake from what?!
It’s not like I’m running races here. It’s just an ordinary everyday life. Nothing truly crazy ever happens. Nothing extraordinary or out of this world. I’m not surrounded by some impossible tasks in life…it’s just a simple everyday life…than again…why?
Why do those feelings and questions pop in my head? Why do I feel like I have to explain everything I do? Why can’t I just relax and have one normal day without thinking that something is going wrong? Why???
There is not a single thing wrong. There is nothing that should bother me. We are all happy…and than again I feel this void in me like there is something I need to do to make something better (something that is perfectly fine)…
I don’t like this time of the year LOL it makes me feel so down and sad…I should be excited about the upcoming holidays and everything, but it just leaves me feeling…OMG one more year is almost gone…How?…When?…Where?
Time is going so fast…
Tags: firefly, Holidays, question, wondering
THe weather makes me feel the same thing. All the things I wanted to get done this yr and did nothing makes me so sad and frustrated we both need a vacation
Vacation sounds so wonderful
we haven’t had one in a long time…it would be so good to get away anywhere!
Oh I absolutely have those days… Especially when I have a pile’o’stuff to do and not enough time to do them in, I feel like doing nothing…which then makes that pile’o’stuff to do even bigger…LOL!
Vacation would be so nice…just get away from it all for even a long weekend or something. Might have to start plotting that soon!
I think this season change is a rough time for a lot of people.
And yes, I do what ifs a lot.
Oh I agree the time is going way to fast. Almost a year ago I had our son and I blinked my eyes and 11 months pasted!
I sometimes feel like that. Trying to figure out just what the heck I’m doing, should be doing, etc.
I hear you…too much to do…too little time.
oh a vacation sounds like a perfect thing LOL
What ifs are always here LOL the season change is so bad here it gets me every time!
I know, it’s going so fast!
It’s always something, it’s like a never ending circle!
I hear you girl, I love to be excited and loving life
I’m hoping the closer it gets the better my attitude will be 
I hope so too
this month has started hard…hopefully next will be better!
i hear you too and the weather sure isn’t helping.
Not at all, it’s so cold, so gray and it puts me in such a bad stage! Lets hope that this winter will go fast, but again knowing Midwest and our winters we are so in for it!